Because of the weaponry and the gossip the whole area knows that I do not want to drive my own car for work. If I am forced back into doing that then it is pretty much proof of the harassment of this shit hole.

I can not do what I used to be able to do physically. I have been attacked and tortured with radiation weaponry for 23 years. I took 15 years out of the workforce to get away from the idiotic bullshit in this town. Only to go back and the shit is worse.

I just spent a year and a half sitting on my ass in my car for 11 or 12 hours a day to make money. 

I am 57 years old and have type 2 diabetes. There is no getting back to the shape I was in. Check a book both age and diabetes make it harder to build muscle mass. 

If I took steroids I still would not be able to build as much muscle as someone without diabetes and that was younger.

All I can do is keep what I have and lose as much fat as possible. 

I do not want the extreme physical labor jobs anymore. I have done my fair share of them in my life. It is someone else's turn.

It wasn't just the hours at Meijer warehouse. It was the hours combined with the extreme exercise. Fuck that shit.

I am willing to go into entry level management. I have the experience. I just need to get used to doing it on a computer instead of paperwork. 

I am willing to do jobs that require a little of both, physical and mental labor.

I have an IQ over 130, I learn quickly.