I hate living in this rural bullshit.

I want a well lit suburb.

Yesterday morning on my way to work it was pitch black out going down the road I live on. Usually I hold my bright lights on if no one is coming the other way, but for some reason I didn't do it.

I saw the large racoon too late. It didn't look at the car so I got no eye reflection or anything.

I hit the brakes and swerved, but hit it. I am pretty sure I killed it. Too dark to see it.

My car will now need a new front end as it is one piece. The parts underneath the car that are connected to that front piece will need to be replaced as well.

I Gorilla taped as well as I could and worked the rest of the day.

I want to move somewhere where the days stay light longer.

Anywhere the weaponry exists is somewhere that I want to destroy so I will not have anything to do with anyone there either.

More money gone. I fucking hate the whole contractor bullshit and having to drive my own car.

This country sucks. Fuck capitalism.